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OCD: a toxic disorder

OCD: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Whose fault is this? Why it occurs? How it captures the mind? And many more questions.

Does anybody anyone question about it?

Ya it’s not a Cancer but it’s not less than that. OCD comes silently. Very silently. Shhhhh….. Pin drop silence inside the mind. But outside, outside; Chaos of every kind. Suffering of every kind. Tension of every kind. Failure, failure; in studies, in communication, in self presentation, in exploring yourself, exploring life, failure in love life, failure in looking good, failure in curricular activities. Disappointment of self, disappointment of parents. Harsh words just play in repeat mode inside the mind.

Earthquake, tsunami, low pressure, high pressure, tornado ; every kind of hazardous things just taken place inside your mind. The whirlwind of intrusive thoughts never let you be calm. The magma of obsessive thought drowns you deeper. You only get suffocated. Every ounce of your heart get choked. With every beat of heart you crave for peace. And peace just play different kinds of game with you to come you. Like a druggist searches for drugs. You search for peace. You search for sleep. But sleep, sleep slaps on your face and bid farewell to you.

Somehow if you get sleep the venomous dreams won’t let you sleep peacefully. If you want to read good books, the poisonous thought toxicate everything. Cyclone super cyclone of thoughts shake you terrible.

You shiver…

You quiver…

You yell

Loud…..

Louder…..

For someone come and save you.

Something inside you killing you badly. Something inside you stabbing you badly. But you’re unable to find out. You’re unable to find out the reason behind reasons. The question among questions. Again confusion. What is the question? What is the answer? And why is the question?

After asking enormous questions to self , after getting lots of answers yet you don’t get the answer. You just suffer

Just suffer

But the puzzled mind never stops thinking. We can say in a different way, thoughts never let mind to be stopped.

(It’s just a kind request to everyone, whenever you see anyone with OCD, just pat him/her and say them; It’s just a disease. And lend them a hand to stand up and move on.)

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life love poetry self-love

Ingredients of Me

I am made

in equal measures

Of nervousness and confidence

Of Salt and smile

Of water and fire

Of moon ray and sunshine

Of shy and courage

Of rage and calmness

Of flowers and stones

Of diamond and dust

With paradoxical nature

With gratitude in heart

By being a student from mind.

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧

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Some day someone…..

Someday someone will come and hold you without holding you. Someone will enjoy the fluttering of butterflies the way you enjoyed before. He will crave for your presence. Will crave for your little smile. A normal line of tension on your face make him so tensed. Will enjoy your immature behavior. Mark the way you talk, the way you drive. Will feel nervous to have convo with you. But when that happen he will be the super happier. Will take care of your nervousness too.

Your smiles have impact on him, your tears also. In fact your giggles and sobs too. He will take care of your little to little necessities also worthless demands too. Someday someone will wish you in his life. Someday you’ll be someone’s prayer. Your good health will be 1st priority of someone except your mother. Except your family you Will be someone’s reason of life.

He will just come and hug your soul that comfortably, your sorrows, heart break, pains, ifs and buts, bunch of question marks will be melted down. He will introduce you to the hidden you inside you. He will teach you to love yourself again. Without your permission he will take you to the land free from fear negativities unnecessary thoughts. Without your permission he will be a part of your everything, every emotions. Your aches will be eradicated your fears too. Only bliss will be all around your, with someone for whom you’re a pure form of blessings.

Yes he will come unexpectedly as an answer of the most expected question of your life and settled down with your life till eternity.

(∩•ω•∩)♬♡♡♡

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life poetry

No I don’t need any permission

Post author By woods_of_words
Post date June 5, 2022
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I’m in the mood to

dissolve

Dissolve in the sky

To discover the height of heights

To discover the brightness of blue sight

To discover the limits of limitless

It’s enough of resolved

Limited

Permitted

Beyond any licence

Beyond anyone’s authorisation

I have my own consent

To discover the newness

To invent the new one

From the ashes of old one (me)

✨

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life

Eyes👀

Hey pretty soul,

Have you ever marked your eyes?
Have you ever marked how remarkably deep they are?
How charming and attractive they are?
How soothing and loud they are?

Loads of stories are hidden there
Lots of memories were captured
In fact they capture with every passing moments

Plenty of emotions
Numerous code words
Millions signs
Trillions voices
Are hidden behind small small winks.

If it’s possible
Hold the tears: jewels of eyes
To express themselves for worthy people and worthy emotions
And
Yes
Unworthy one never deserved them.
.
.
o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

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life poetry

why there’s the new definition of love?

Post author By woods_of_words
Post date September 15, 2021
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Why love is now all about
Undressing the person
Why it’s not about
Undress the mask

Why romance is all about the entwinning of body
Why now there’s lack of romance between souls
Why the right over each other is
now exhausting

Why now feelings are suffocating
Why emotions are these days are burden
Why controlling each other
is now the love definition

Why there’s trust issues
Why there’s ego problem
Why there’s lack of peace
With a structured frame
Why there’s the need proofs
And trust faith
Are there just like spoofs

Why being physical is the new definition of Love
Why emotional attachment
Trust values feelings respect
Are just for name?

Why?

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life love poetry

Human Home

Be with someone
Who isn’t afraid
to admit that
They have feelings for you.

Someone who celebrate You
As his/her greatest joy
Someone who knows your imperfections
But love the real You.

Before whom there’s no need you
To wear mask
Before whom there’s no need you
To hide things

Someone who fears to lose You
Someone who puts efforts for You
Someone who enjoys your craziness
With admiring your mature ness

Someone who says
I love you
And means it with all his/her heart

Be with someone for whom
You are not less than a home
Human Home.

(∩•ω•∩)♬♡♡♡

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Neutralism is the best policy

Post author By woods_of_words
Post date August 21, 2021
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Either our life is so messed up or our situation, we panic same. We panic so much. In the whirlpool of wrong thoughts we get so abyss, that we forget these are just illusions of mind which are created by the unwanted negativity, unwanted over welcomed negativity. Being more positive is right, but in this way we forget everything has a certain limit. for being so positive, we indirectly become more negative. Do think about it….

So this is the time to ignore such positivity to ignore negativity. & believe me if we can create this we can also destroy this. but the important thing to remember is, “we are neutral souls; some parts of that SUPREME POWER and if that power is neutral then why should we fluctuate”.

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Directionless Traveler

I don’t know where i am? In the mid way of life, I am confused I am lost. I lost my identity,my reasons, to explain myself. slowly slowly might be I’m forgetting my values my virtues. Without values without virtues, what is the definition of human life?

Loving someone hard wouldn’t cost it. Cause Love teaches how to live. It teaches how to be alive in the short term life. In fact it is the mantra of life. But, how the mantra get toxic to me?

Like this there are lots of questions in front of me. How I got puzzled in the web of feelings? Where I didn’t want, need any relationships, how could get so trapped in the web of feelings? Is it wrong to feel ? or I choose a wrong one for me? or expecting something in return is my mistake?

In the dark web of such questions I am getting puzzled day by day. I am trying hard to get me. But I’m failing day by day. where and there I’m the culprit of myself as well as of my heart and brain. They always fight with themselves for a person who has no idea about the suffer. for whom they are just the combination of flesh, bone and blood.

False imaginations, intrusive thoughts, blasphemy now killing me everyday. Where I used to be a free bird, now I am the cage for myself. I scold myself, I hate myself, even I beat myself. Where I was so proud of my feelings, now I am ashamed of me. Every time I thought what is the reason behind it? That person or me? To make myself guilt-free,to console me I make that person responsible . But is that person really responsible for it? or my own unwanted expectations?

Where and there loving someone unexpectedly, I expected that one in my life for forever. I imagined him in every sour and sweet moments. Without his permission I made him partner of life and mate of soul. I get used to tell everything about every certain uncertain things of my life. In true words, slowly slowly i get addicted to that one. And dude, “addiction is always harmful”. That’s why I suffered and still suffering. I’m yelling for imagining bad. I’m screaming with blasphemous thoughts. I’m cursing myself everyday. I’m accusing that one as well as myself for that situation. In this journey of loving someone now I’m so far from myself.

I know I’m the culprit of my self-respect, of my self-esteem. Yet I make another one responsible for it to make the load of heart and mind light. Might be i’m wrong. But feeling for someone isn’t. I know expectation is wrong but Love is not.

Without hopes without conditions what will be the definition of something? Then I got something “A journey which has no destination, is destination for itself”.Some journey’s have no destination, still they continues with ups and downs, ifs and buts.

May be I’m the directionless traveler of that destined journey. Still hoping for a happy journey with happy destination.

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